First and foremost, I believe those were your ambitions. I'm all too familiar with this dynamic. Your boss was overt with his anti-Blackness.
Had we wanted to be in high rank positions, I know that we would do phenomenal things, but that would be going against the status quo.
I have left the workforce for sometime now because of something unsettling that transpired.
Thanks for sharing your voice. I hope other White professionals take heed to what you have shared.